Waiting

Well I don't really have much to report. But I thought since it had been a month from my last update I should write something. The problem is that I don't have anything "nice" to say , so I have been avoiding saying anything at all.
As I am sure you recall, we finished our home study in lightning speed, 3/30...and it still has not been sent to USCIS. I spoke with Barker week before last and was told it should go out by 4/27. Well I just spoke with them again today and it still needs revisions. And they are promising it will go out by the end of this week. I am having a hard time having faith in their time lines at this point.
I just want things to move on. I want my baby. I keep seeing baby things and I want to buy, buy , buy. But without a referral I just can't. (and when I say "I just can't" I really mean Raymond won't let me). If we could just move a step closer..I know then I would want to be the next step closer. But at least we would be a step closer.
I'll let you know when something actually happens.